but I ache and i ache
and i ache
and i ache
and I want you

and i want you
or i don't want you
i don#t want you

this drink is saving me
this philtre will take me out of this enclosed space
and put me back on the mountain

i want to be on top of you in the mountain mist

i wan t to be waking holding on to you

and i don#t ache for you
i dont want you
and this drink is saving me

but sometimes the lights go on
i have to sleep through the day
and wait for them to fade again
before i can take my place back in the heavens
i am a star

fuck me if i wasnt so beleagured
i wrote about you
below you
beneath you
i cradled your head
and supportedyour broken neck
so you never knoew it was broken
and you will never know what is broken
and i would never know what was broken
if i never ached
and ic ould never fix a thing
if i never ached
but the truth is
i never fixed a thing
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