why would it hurt?
what would be the point?
why do I see her naked body
in everything?

I actually inhaled her perfume -
prolonged deep breath -
like some infatuated school boy.
Why?
what's the point?


You know she makes me laugh,
so sweet,
so young and full of hunger,
and yet I have to put it down,
abort this longing,
before it goes too far.

But I think we know by now,
It already went too far.