Yes,
I'm not afraid to admit
I'm confused.

What do they expect me to do?

Each one I could spend time with,
and each one I could lie beside.

But, there will be the Christmas break,
and when I return
these girls and these affections
might be gone.

But hers...the heartbreaker,
the perfect lover,
I know it's there to win.
But she will always be beyond,
she will always be an error,
she will always stay with him.

But she is so like me...

she will try to reel me in,
even if she knows
there is no end to this.

And I will let her,
yet again,
even though I prefer things less complicated.

When my luck runs out,
then we'll cast our judgements -
then you may begin
your finger pointing.