so she goes

finally

space to breathe

and now some rules:

- no more reeling in, just to take pride in the catch, before you throw it back
- no more regret or self-pity
- more anger, less compliments, more peace
- no sex, until you're over her - these issues are your own
- friends, and family, you take them close
- you make a choice, you take Africa or you take money, but make a fucking choice
- no more worship, no more worship, no more worhsip
- you play the Blues
- Paris, and then Montpellier - find Anneline, and find out how you healed with her, then you bring that lesson home.


so,

I still wonder if she thinks of me
as she makes the train journey
north

does she regret her choices,
one way or another?

I should move on,
This cannot come to any good.

I need a holiday.

From everything
and everyone.

But mostly,
from myself.